Finding Myself

A few months back, I feel I'm so useless. I feel no one cares about me. It was the saddest part of my life. When people think I'm just a stone it makes me feel miserable.

I found my friends after the it. They made me feel I belong, that I have a reason to stay. I'm just looking at the happy moments but I'm lying to myself. I tried to look so strong and look so happy as months go on. It was a happy memory.

But I did the worst thing, I did the last thing I wished to do. Still I lied to myself and believed that everything is perfect.

Until the very end. I found myself in a shoe box full of things I just did when I started to call myself "Duqs"

I got the cover of the box closed. But a shoe box is with holes where I can see the light to find myself again.

Just a few days, I pushed myself out of the box even if the hole is small. I found myself away from the things I did. But I still feel sad because I lost the times I should have used to keep myself on the right track.

I'm still KYLA, not Kyla Duqs but KYLA DUQUIATAN.

"Maybe everything is a mistake but it is an experience for me to learn with"